| WTF Mate? |
[Jun. 8th, 2009|12:23 am] |
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| | Deeper and Deeper - Cinema Bizarre | ] |
Whoa, this is weird. I haven't touched livejournal in FOREVERS. Why am I even here? Simple answer, cause I'm bored. Talking to Blazey-Babe. Total hottie Tranny. Love that boy. Uhm... And I probably either hate Or just don't talk to anymore Everyone here. |
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| Nya! |
[Aug. 31st, 2005|01:39 pm] |
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| | confused | ] | Well... You know... I think I might like my friend Kyoki... a tad bit more than just a friend.... errrr.... And it disturbing me and making me feel un-easy... irk!! I dno't know what I am supposed to do if I do... I'm gonna have to shoot myself... anyway.. c'ya
~Auviento |
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[Aug. 13th, 2005|04:22 pm] |
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| | blah | ] |
| [ | My rockin' Musica!! |
| | Thank You for the Venom - MCR | ] | Last night I had to see Stephen... OMG Was he so totally hot in his trench... I avoided looking at him as much as possible... otherwise I would be tempted to doing or saying something I shouldn't... Man... I would change... or atleast try my hardest to change anything for him... If it would get him back... anything... Of course it doesn't matter... he would never love me again... if he ever even loved me before... he may have thought he did... and I believed it was there... and I still believe that it was once there... but he got to know me... and his oppinion changed... but still... I would try my hardest not to be depressed anymore... I would down my hyperness... I would do anything... absolutely anything at all... to have him back... I know I'm just a wining cry baby... but thats just part of me... I would try not to be so dramatic... But last night... I wouldn't look at him for another reason... and that reason is... if I did... It wouldn't matter how hard I tried... I would probibly remember our conversation earlier that day... and broke down... I hate crying in front of people... I really do... I want him.... I want him back so much... But he won't have me back... I do believe another reason he left is because he really is gay... and the fact that am a women... Last night... From the one I love, not a kiss nor a hug... he didn't come out to say good-bye... and that hurts... that stabs... I don't really believe he would kiss me though... Not again... Oh I do love his kisses... They make me all melted... But that wouldn't have been good last night anyway... I still feel kinda nautious... and all... But I really love him... though because I'm only 15 people might call it puppy love... But it's real... none the less... Kyle said he would wait for me and all... But he might be waiting a very long time... and he keep acting so weird... he may think me still as his girlfriend... just on hold... I need to assure him that I am not his girlfriend... no... I don't think I am ever going to really be his girlfriend... I love Stephen to much... this is so much worse that what happened with Otacon... Stephen means the whole world to me... everything else doesn't matter... I can forget everything else... tight now... the only reason my life sucks... Is because I have lose the most importaint person in it... I lost Stephen... I saw a shooting star last night... and my only wish was... that he cared for me more than he does... I know I am selfish... But I want him to be happy... So I didn't wish for him to love me once again... But to atleaset care for me a little more... I have a final reason for breaking up with Kyle... My first and most importaint is the fact that I think him a friend... My second and not so importaint is the fact that I still love Stephen... and my last is kinda weird... Its because I somewhat hate him... but not really hate it... its more jealousy... Because Stephen pays more attention and cares more for Kyle than he does me... I know that is quite pathetic... but its true... well for now... I think I must go... Auviento... |
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[Jul. 13th, 2005|02:38 pm] |
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| | lonely | ] | Well... I just found out why he broke up with me..... Apperently... he wasent happy... and it "wasen't my fault".... He's just not meant to be with anyone... What the hell am I supposed to do now? Direct quote "Takeshi: its not working for me. im sure you were happy. but....i wasnt. its not your fault. im just not meant to be with anyone." well... I guess thats it... thats my "happy ending" bai |
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[Jul. 12th, 2005|10:51 pm] |
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| | crushed | ] | About 10-15 mins ago... my BoyFriend broke up with me... I feel like crap... I knew he was going to.. I could feel it... I just could... I dont know what to do.. I'm such a drama queen... I thought something was amiss... and I told Kageryu and Kyoki that I thought he was going to... I had this feeling.. In the depth of my heart... telling me he was going to... and... and... he did!! I hate when I have feelings like this.. and when I know I'm right.... |
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[Jun. 13th, 2005|06:05 pm] |
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| | sympathetic | ] | Im sorry to everyone who read my previous post... I guess i was upset... i didn't mean any of it... I love you all to pieces... though you may not forgive me... or trust me... dont ask me why... for I cannot answer you... damien is as real as you or I... and there isn't much else I can say |
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| Dead |
[May. 13th, 2005|11:29 pm] |
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| | frustrated | ] | I am like sooo totally dead.... if I knew that I wouldn't be seeing sempai today I would be in a mosh pit with rissa right now.... but noooooooo... they decided they were gonna wait till last minute before telling me we weren't going... |
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[May. 9th, 2005|01:22 pm] |
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dont ask about this post...i got bored and went on CC today and somehow came up with a sorta good line "here i am, alone in this dark world, distant from life, pain seems to seeping in every corner of the distant world, from deep within, our hearts lay dead" well thats the way it goes...l8ers people |
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[Apr. 13th, 2005|09:59 am] |
 G:Your Beauty lies in Individuality. Different, amazing, and all your own. You like be set apart from all others and most love that you do. You are solitary at times, but for the most part, there is no greater compliment to you than someone telling you that you are different. You're most likely a bit of a fighter and you hate it when anyone attempts to change who you are. You wear what you want, look how you want and don't let anyone tell you what do to. You can be a little immature at times and have trouble dealing with authority and asking others for help. You like to do things yourself and are independent almost to a fault. But, people still find your individuality amazing and the fact that no matter what happens or what anyone else anyone thinks about it, you will not change who you are.</font>
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Quote: "You laugh because I'm different. I laugh because you're all the same."
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[Apr. 9th, 2005|02:57 am] |
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| | chipper | ] | Muahahaha! this is soo much fun! i love live journal! its like soooo late and im still up! im a few hours i will be going to the school so i can meet up with everyone and were going to the mall! and well i dont have much to say! ~auviento |
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[Mar. 21st, 2005|08:25 am] |
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| | hyper | ] | "Love me Mr. Coffee. LOVE MEEE!!" Direct quote of Caine ~ Arcana |
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[Mar. 8th, 2005|05:18 pm] |
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| | amused | ] | OMG! i have the most adorible window sitters! there soooo cute! |
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| Mage |
[Mar. 1st, 2005|08:25 pm] |
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| | loved | ] | *Dances around and sings* Hold me close baby hold me tight Cause I have something to say tonight Hear me out baby hear me through It's only words but the words are true
You are my sun up in the sky My shoulder when I cry My candle in the night You are my laughter in the rain My shelter from the pain My angel in disguise...
Cross my heart There's nothing that can make us part I'm by your side I'll give my word That no one in this whole wide world Can change what I'm feeling I'm high on believin in love (In love...in love....in love...)
I'll make a promise I'll make a vow I swear my love to you here and now Heart to heart baby Eye to eye You and me till the day we die
Promise you that I Will catch you when you fall Hear you when you call I'll always be around...
Cross my heart There's nothing that can make us part I'm by your side I'll give my word That no one in this whole wide world Can change what I'm feeling I'm high on believin in love..
(Ahh ahh ahh ahh)
Come whatever and come what may (Ahh ahh ahh ahh) Everything's gonna be ok (Ahh ahh ahh ahh) All the way baby all the time All we need is your lips and mine
You are my sun up in the sky My shoulder when I cry My candle in the night You are my laughter in the rain My shelter from the pain My angel in disguise...
Cross my heart There's nothing that can make us part I'm by your side I'll give my word That no one in this whole wide world Can change what I'm feeling I'm high on believin in love.. (In love...In love...In love...) |
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| KAAIIIII!!! |
[Feb. 20th, 2005|07:38 pm] |
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| | annoyed | ] | You guys. Justin ish muh friend, if you have any objections to me talking to him tell me. Dont threaten him. I talked to him first so its my fault. |
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[Feb. 12th, 2005|11:12 pm] |
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| | cheerful | ] | Sorry! i havent been on in a while but im having a blast! this weekend has got to be the best one ever! not telling you why though! lol. anyway, i made a new friend! hooray for me! lol. well i am going now, for my update is complete. |
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| Mew |
[Jan. 25th, 2005|08:34 pm] |
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| | crazy | ] | Muh new poem!!!!!!
Never waking up, The alarm is broke, Crying in a dream and its like slow motion, Alone Is anyone out ther? Is there anyone new? All I need are the details. Just to find my way too you.
i suck at poetry... -.- |
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| Hello PEOPLE!!! >. |
[Jan. 24th, 2005|12:55 pm] |
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| | hyper | ] | Hi hi hi hi hi hi hi!!!! I am sooooooo bored! and totaly hyper hyper hyper!!!! sooooooooooo much sugar! >.< *twirls around and around and around and around (im gonna continue this for ferever!!!) and around and around in circles* whoa whoa whoa! im dizzy! >.< happy happy hyper!! KAIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEE!! ok well me gonna go buh byes! >.< Muahaha! ok, well really buh byes now now...L8er |
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| Kyay! >. |
[Jan. 16th, 2005|02:03 pm] |
| [ | moody-ness |
| | hyper | ] | Live Journal is up and running again! >.< Happy Happy Hyper! >. |
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[Jan. 14th, 2005|02:00 pm] |
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| | blank | ] | *looks left than right* i amm soooo bored! i just posted a comment to someone i dont even know! >.< i am weird! Ichigo! Minty! Mina! you guys need to call meeeee! waaahhhhh! i am soooooooo bored! And i have the sond Sleepless Beauty from Gravitation stuck in my head! >.< Ryuichi Sakuma is a vocalist genious!! He rulezz! >.< Mew! Ciao! >.< ^-^;;; |
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